BellsFlz

How can people do it? How do they walk around and pretend like everything is okay..? It's all a lie and many people are fake. School. You walk through the halls and try to find something new to blab on about to your little group of friends and when the bell rings you walk mindlessly into the classrooms sit down and let the teacher pump your ears and brain full of sludge and garbage that in the next few months you wont even remember. Only a few things stick. Things that someday MIGHT be important. Once you go home you feel somewhat better.. or worse depending on what type of family you have. With me I go home and feel like running and hiding

Today was a pretty good day. I got to come home from phoenix and then after I finished all my chores, I got to leave and head down to the park for some super awesome medieval combat :D Clayton and I started up the group again and for the first day it was pretty freaking cool. ... Um, tomorrow is Monday so of course it wont be as fun. I get school and then I get to work in the cafeteria and THEN I get to clean stuff and take care of a baby. :D Hoooorah! lol That's all I guess. More drawings soon! maybe.

Really just kind of suckish. I needed to get somethings done and for some reason only a few things got done. And hey guess what? I've had multiple people comment on how I look today but it wasn't very fun. They were all mean comments like; "You're so fat.." And "Scary hair" OH and my favorite "Why don't you have more then two pairs of jeans..?" OH EXCUSE ME FOR BEING FUCKING POOR!!! -__-" *fumes* Oh well. I usually don't care what people think but for some reason today.. I do care. A lot. It makes me uncomortable that people think I'm some nasty sea monster of some sort. (I can't spell today... ) OH! and today I got asked out by a frie